I removed a couple of pics, I felt like I couldn't keep "cats everywhere" anymore. That pic made me sad too many times, it was like looking at a fragment of happiness, knowing very well I wouldn't be able to reach it again, plus lately I felt like that pic wasn't mine anymore, like I was stealing happiness from someone... I'm messed up, I know.
Probably I'll remove more pics soon, some of them are meaningless ( maybe all ).
I'm feeling too sad to do something new or creative. I regret too many things and there's nothing I can do about it.
Right now, all I want is to stay in my room, safe with myself, alone, where no one can hurt me.
In the last 26 years of my life I worked hard to build my own prison, now I should enjoy it.