I removed a couple of pics, I felt like I couldn't keep "cats everywhere" anymore. That pic made me sad too many times, it was like looking at a fragment of happiness, knowing very well I wouldn't be able to reach it again, plus lately I felt like that pic wasn't mine anymore, like I was stealing happiness from someone... I'm messed up, I know.
Probably I'll remove more pics soon, some of them are meaningless ( maybe all ).
I'm feeling too sad to do something new or creative. I regret too many things and there's nothing I can do about it.
Right now, all I want is to stay in my room, safe with myself, alone, where no one can hurt me.
In the last 26 years of my life I worked hard to build my own prison, now I should enjoy it.

People sucks
Trust no one
Live alone, die alone
amen

I'm going back to italy... I should come back in a week, but I'm here with my cousin and I'm having problems with him...
I'm so sad....

I still have to hold on for 2 more weeks... I must go to the office every morning for this week... the next one our company will be closed, so I just have to answer the phone if someone calls me ( hoping no one will ).... Then holidays...
This year I will go to spain, Lloret de mar, 2 weeks... from 15th august to 29th
2 more weeks... just 2 more weeks... hold on...

I've a lot of project... but I don't have the time, I don't have models... most of the times I'm not even in the right mood to take a pic...
I think I'm too messed up for now...
wtf...
I used to be a better person...

life sucks!!!